Saturday, January 12, 2013

*Excerpts From Vanessa's Notebook*

  My last notebook is for Vanessa, my youngest child.  I gave her dad full custody after fighting with him in court for 2 years.  He is a horrible person, not just to me.  This notebook is to her.  This is the last notebook, I will have to write in, because I had a tubal ligation in 2010, at the age of 23, shortly after she was born.  To read my views and what no one tells you, read my post, called.."Ugly Truths Of A Tubal."  But, for now, sit back, get your coffee or tea and enjoy.

  9-3-2011
  "I love you.  I miss you.  You are pretty like a little doll.  I have so many photos of you.  I have never stopped thinking about you..."

  6-3-2012
  "I wanted to come see you on your birthday, last month.  Your dad said, yes at first, but asked me to call him back in a couple of days.  When I called him back, he said it was too late..."

  9-1-2012
  "I miss you.  I talked to your real grandmother on the phone yesterday.  She is doing okay, but she misses you.  I asked your dad if I could come see you.  He said no and that he was busy..."

  9-25-2012
  "I love you.  I miss you.  I wish I could see you. You are so precious.  Your grandmother stays in contact with me periodically, but she hasn't seen you since the last time I brought you up  to see her back in June 2011..."

  10-11-2012
  "I tried to keep asking your dad to come see you. He keeps saying he is busy..."

  1-6-2013
  "Hello doll.  i hope you are doing okay. Sorry for all the complaining about your father.  I hope you are doing okay..."

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